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  • DEPRIVED CHILDREN AND DELAYED OPENINGS

    “Overdraw me, Lord, and who cares if I break!  — Nikos Kazantzakis I was a quiet child, passive, inoffensive, in no way troublesome, able to be left alone for hours, good, slightly curious, reasonably bright – unloved and untouched. No hand held me, no embrace told me I was unique,…

  • FROM TESSERAE

    NON-MAUDLIN MEMORIES Each one of us is a repository. Like flypaper, time and its detritus clings to us, often unknown except at a subliminal level. Allow me to troll the lake of my mind and give evidence of that gone except in mind. I recall adults telling us “Hey, kids get…

  • THE PRINCESS FROM TESSERAE

    In the summer of ’69 I was driving a cab in Manhattan, from about 6 pm to about 4 in the morning. I averaged about 200 miles in a shift, about the distance from Queens to Woodstock. Often my right knee would ache from the stop and go traffic of…

  • Existence Is a Vast Blunder

                                                                             EXISTENCE IS A VAST BLUNDER. I’M OK WITH THAT.             I remember the fallen giant hulk of a tree from a hurricane and how we scampered and crawled across that druidic, earth-smelling thing before chainsaws were common. It was cut down by hand, and we had days to…