Author: Matt

Legend Has It: What Is to Be Believed? — a Foray into a Panic Attack

September 4, 2012

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Legend has it that the Buddha spent a night in a grotto high in the Himalayas. Assuming his position for meditation, the Buddha fell into an unearthly trance. A bat flew out of the grotto. A pebble skittered toward the edge of the cave and fell to the fathoms below.…
At War Within As I Crack Without

August 31, 2012

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I am waiting for that cry that will purge, at least for a few moments, all the pent up hurt I am feeling, physically and emotionally. The kind of cry that will express the stress and psychological presure of seeing doctor after doctor for about two months during this horrible summer.…
From Desert Jules

August 24, 2012

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Matt

5.0 out of 5 stars This Mobius Strip of Ifs, August 18, 2012 By DesertJules “DJ” (Arizona) – See all my reviews This review is from: This Möbius Strip of Ifs (Paperback) With deepest apologies to the author for the tardiness of this post, I have put fingers…
Swimming in the System

August 20, 2012

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Matt

About nine years ago I experienced a panic attack for the first time in my life. It is an odd feeling, as if the world is enclosing and wrapping you in a straight jacket but not in a claustrophobic sense. It is as everything you see or feel creates an unsettling pressure,…